Work is a race

Work feels like a race I qualified to as a wildcard from a region with 1 decently funded team and then I’m playing against the regions with national programs for sport and only asking to be allowed to finish, even if you’re really far behind the pack, and they accepted as a token gesture but now im getting slower and slower and all the training im doing this season is only to keep up with my past self. Theres no chance I’ll cross the finish line.