February 1, 2020

Unfinished song: Suffocating

1 Looking into your eyes
2 Its 5 am
3 Theres something about them
4 Staring ahead
5 See the dead are rising
6 (Another day)
7 And I just lay there
8 "Go back to bed" --?
9 You say:

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1 All these people
2 Are never happy
3
4
5
6
7 This. Love
8 Is Different.

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1 It's been a little rough
2 Slight decay
3 Smiles keep fading faster
4 It's not the same
5 But how could you ever regret
6 The bond we made
7 How could you lie for so long?
8 And leave me for them?

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1 Now you're not here
2 It feels like 10 years?
3 The sun's gone to sleep ?
4 For eternity.
5 I. miss.
6 the air outside
7 and it's all collapsing
8 In my mind

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1 Dragging myself outside
2 I never found rest.
3 I'm carrying around the stink
4 of blood, cum, and sweat
5 I see you passing me by
6 You look your best
7 I stare into your eyes
8 You. peer. back. at. mine.
9 I say:

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1 If you could see
2 All my feelings
3 Broken dreams and
4 Silent tears i'm
5 Fucking drowning in
6 You. Still.
7 Wouldn't pull me out