Pacifist

Hey, I’m really not after an argument or anything like that, basically since you called me on the phone while I was high you’ve cut contact completely and haven’t really replied to any messages and i assumed you restricted me from your social media. I don’t think im being dramatic and I don’t think we have been on talking terms for quite a long while, it’s a shame that you see me that way.

I’ve changed a lot, you changed a lot, that’s fine, I just wanted to give myself some closure since I’ve just been in limbo for a while. I didn’t really expect to make you angry, you sent me a picture with no message for the first time in ages, I thought it was the right call, and was in no way meant to sour your return from Europe.

Either way, I hold no ill thoughts toward you, I’m happy to keep holding onto your stuff if you need and happy for you to visit [dog] if you want, I just don’t think that there’s any need to force the label ‘friends’ anymore. I’m trying to move on without leaving whatever relationship remains between us in a tatters, and I hope that you’ll allow me that at the very least.