Letter to my 17 year old self

"I am so happy this would be the perfect day to kill myself" is a feeling I
hadnt come to me in a long long time.

Fuck the world and how badly it has treated us.
To treat thy neighbour with kindness is only going to keep fucking you up.

BE KIND TO YOURSELF.
FORGIVE YOURSELF.

THE LONGER YOU CAN BE ALIVE , THE MORE MOMENTS LIKE THIS CAN HAPPEN.
WHERE YOU CAN BE HAPPY. IT'S ALL WORTH IT.

EVERY SHITTY THING IS JUST ONE MORE STEP TOWARD JOY.

YOU CANNOT GIVE UP. YOU SHOULD NOT GIVE UP.


FIND YOUR JOY.


LIVE EVERY DAY IN PEACE AS YOU SHOULD, KNOWING THERE IS SWEET REWARD AHEAD.

NO NEED TO FIGHT. NO NEED TO LIE. NO NEED TO HURT,
TO BEAR THE BURDEN OF THE UNIVERSE UPON YOUR SKIN.


THE REWARD IS TRULY WORTH IT.



PEACE IS NOT FOUND IN DEATH.