Most days it feels like I'm living forever again

I wrote a poem yesterday.
Then i realised it wasn't a poem at all,
it was the story of my life.
Every line I wrote I had written countless times before.
I dropped my pen, and as I walked into my life
every touch I had felt,
every stranger I had met,
every tear I had cried trillions of times,
every mistake led to the exact same consequences.

A lack of life does not lead to enlightenment,
yet I stopped feeling excitement.

Strip the universe, I've seen it all.
Stop the galaxies from spinning.
Turn off gravity.
Darken the sun.

Close the doors, I have opened them all.
Erase my mind.

I want to forget.